Happy (Belated) New Year f-list! <3


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Doubt, love, pain, hope, faith, loneliness, loss, God. The same few things have been running through my mind for the past few days. Questions, always questions. Questions with no answers. Fear. Fear of the unknown, fear of that suffocating darkness. Fear of that immense loneliness I feel sometimes, fear. Then comes the pain from so much uncertainty ( Read more... )

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What is worth and the measure of it? Who can truthfully say they know how much they mean to someone else ( Read more... )

... I wonder why I thought it was going to be ( Read more... )

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I'm a lot better these days. I'm learning to trust again, to take a blind leap of faith. I just haven't plucked up the courage to walk back to church yet. Soon, soon, perhaps. :)

We are more than just friends,
More than just memories,
More than just superficial fantasies,
How much more do we struggle?
Fight for what we each believe in,
Argue for the greatest and the smallest.
When is something too much?
Or perhaps too little?

Call out the infantry, the backups, the cheerleaders.
Do we need chocolates and candied apples?
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So it's over. I won't be bugging Trung for documents anymore, or getting teased by Frode. No more laughing with Annie, Eva, Adi, etc., or running errands for Franck/John/Apidah. Come Monday, I wont be joining them in making fun of Sumantra or being in awe of Oliver.
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I am too sentimental for my own good.